Noah's Birthday

Well today was Noah's official birthday. He is really two. I have really been a Mommy for 2 years. Time flies when you're having fun. And sheesh what a day! We have been up and going since 12... which is unusual for us. We went and picked up my Cricut cutting machine, and then headed over to Target to get some things for Noah's room. This is the longest I have been sitting down all day. And the time changes tomorrow. Man that will be a hard thing to get used to. Well like I told William earlier, I miss him of course, but I haven't really cried any tears over him. I think I just may very well be broken. Or it may just be the fact that my mind is really just focused on other things.

Like I knew today I had to get up and run errands, and I'm sure tomorrow it will be something else. I have been getting a steady stream of e-mails so I guess I'm lucky on that. He just says he has been working and really is thinking about getting out of the Navy. I hope he doesn't. I like the certainty of knowing we are getting paid on certain dates, I like the certain future of knowing he will always have a job. If he get's out, whatever company he goes to work for, could go under, or they could fire him. Or I may go back to work also, and then what if we both get fired? Then again, have I become TOO accustomed to this lifestyle? As un-glamorous as it is, it's actually pretty nice...