Manac Monday

Like I have said in a previous blag, all couples fight. Well, William and I occasionally have HUGE blow ups. This one started last night. He wants to go and work for this company called Haliburton. It's an oil company back home. I would rather that he stay in the Navy because at least we know it's a for sure thing. We can expect to be paid on the 1st and the 15th of every month, and we know he will never be fired. If he goes back out into the civilian world, anything can happen. And that's a scary thought. Well I think it started with that. He says I'm abusive, and controlling, and a liar. I think he is cocky, a smartass, and a jerk.

And of course things just escalated. Things got said... one thing was we hated each other and want a divorce. It has been said before, neither one of us wants one. Neither one of us believe in them. We just get so damn angry sometimes and we both have this attitude. He is such a hard person to get along with. I know I don't make things very easy either. Anyways, we have decided to get a marriage councilor. Hopefully that will help us. We spend the first 6 months of our marriage apart. So we are still getting to know each other. Just wish it were easier sometimes...