Dreams

So I figured out the best way to sleep... for me. So I'm not a great sleeper, I suffer from extreme insomnia, no sleeping pill works for me. Well, since we live in Western WA, it rains... a lot. But I would like to give a shout out to El Nino, Thank you for visiting this year, it sure has made our first year here pleasant. So it hasn't been raining as much as usual, but when it does it's nice but only for the following reasons. It usually rains hard enough the POUR out of the gutter outside of our bedroom window so when I start to fall asleep it sounds like a waterfall which of course is AWESOME. So, after I'm asleep I have dreams like I'm in paradise and everything is great and relaxing. Like last night, I slept sooo great. The only problem was when I woke up, I wasn't in paradise anymore. I also dream that my son is a normal child. I fear that he has severe Autism. He is nearing 2 and isn't talking. Before Daddy came home he was saying a few words, Daddy, eat, night-night etc. Now, he rarely says anything. He runs in circles all the time, stays fixated on one toy and lines up his toys. His Doctor said when he turned 2 she would evaluate him. Which I'm not at all happy about. And I of course don't have the support of anyone. They all say 'He is normal don't worry about it, it's all in your head' I spend the most amount of time with him, I WOULD KNOW HELLO?! Well last night dinner was delicious. I cooked stuffed chicken breast (stuffed with boudain), glazed carrots, corn and augratin potatos. I thought of everything in my head one night before I went to sleep. That was my first time attempting it, and it was successful! Yay for me! And if the only way I can get the boys to eat their veggies is by putting sugar on them, then I think I have a problem... William's father suffers from diabetes... I'm trying to break the cycle. I will think of something. Well my honey has walked through the door and now demands my entire attention... apparently the makers of Call of Duty are coming on the ship... greeaaattt...